EP said to Sab:
Ah, so you think YOU are the true Christian above all others.
Damn shame Christ said he who is first is last. You seem to think you are above all others, meaning, according to Jesus, you are the least thing to him. According to Jesus, you should get away from him because he doesn't and never will know you.
I have mentioned your hubris, your pride, your superiority ideas many times. Perhaps now you will realize how you are forcing Jesus to abandon you for your puffed up ways, your pride, your presumption that you are above others in in your devotion, when, in a sad version of reality, you are only devoted to the demented ideas of your own making.
Jesus will accept you back, all you have to do is humble yourself. Can you do it is the only question.
Yeah, it's amazing how many minds have been bent past the breaking point by a few seemingly-meaningful (but quite meaningless) paradoxes, eg "he who is least is the greatest".
Remember, self-flagellation was/is a part of the priest/monk lifestyle of religious practice to punish oneself, stemming back to at least Egyptian times (Goddess Isis).
In the Christian religion, flagellation found many rationalizations. It was used as an official punishment for priests and monks, a self-inflicted penance, and a dramatization of the sufferings of Christ. There was an epidemic of flagellant sects in Europe during the tenth and fourteenth centuries, associated with penance and love of Christ, and the Catholic authorities took extreme measures to suppress what they considered a morbid enthusiasm for the act. In Latin American countries, flagellation still occurs at religious processions of penitentes.
Read more: http://www.answers.com/topic/flagellation
The paradox being that to be a successful penitent, you must beat yourself until you feel like you're lower than whale poop, until you realize that feeling that way makes you better than those who DON'T experience such a shaming experience or you get some satisfaction out of it (masochism), and then you invalidated the practice so you have to do it some more.....
Rinse and repeat.
Reading the Bible is basically self-flagellating your brain, stripping down the ego to feel inferior to others, hence feeling superior to others. Then you feel guilty for that, so have to read some more.
Silly religious practices!